Blooger your too slow tonight!!!

ok that's really Blogger. Well I decided that my page looks really boring and I need to spruce it up. How do I do this? you may ask. Easy by putting up pictures. It's a sure way to get users really intersted in my blog :p Honestly, I don't care if people read my blog. This is just excuse for me to witty lines, that no one else will see.

So I thought I might sum up my day through pictures, rather than words. You can decide what it all means. Infact feel free to try and guess what it all means.

Does anyone actually look at my Blog?

Does anyone actually look at my Blog? Does it get out there?

If someone has actually read my blog can you post a comment. I'm guessing no one will ever really find it. Only unless I posted up amazing content and links to my "real" website. How do bloggers get noticed? If you have the answer let me know. Thanks in advance.

Last night in bed...

I realised something. I hate working for other people. I don't want to do it and the sooner I can figure out my own business the better it will be.

This is pretty big thing for me, especially since I only started working full-time approximatly 4 months ago after 5 years of study. I did work fulltime for about 2 years previous to uni.

Don't get me wrong the job I'm in is not a bad one. My environment is relativley stress free and the people are nice. So really I thought with such a great job I would be happy. But I'm NOT and it's only been four months. That's really scary. Maybe it takes time to adjust to working full-time, but I already have those "oh I got to wake up early and get to work, I don't want to" thoughts. That's obviously is not a good sign. Well it least I've realised this and I'm not freaking out yet. I probably should, but all it has done is reinforce my belief that I need to work for myself.

Note to myself to enquire more about getting stuffed toys manufactured.

Reality sets in...and so quickly!

Well I've started to really look into my "idea" and now that I have I have realised something - which is, that it's not cheap to do. I think I would need a good $20,000 to start-up and that is just not possible at the moment. Now looking at the idea further I don't know if it's going to be a worthwhile venture for me at this stage.

So I really need to come up with something that's new and wont cost me the earth. I know there must be something I can do. It's so frustrating. It's like walking through a maze with every end being a dead-end. I have come up with another idea tonight but I will have to brainstorm it some more.

I'm tired I'm off to bed.

I have a dream

Ok, so this is my first post. I did have another blog, but I can't remember the username or the email address used. So this new blog will have to do. Please forgive for all my nasty spelling and gramatical mistakes, but that's me.

So why am I writing in this blog. Basically to see how I progress in the coming months. A record to see if things are moving in the direction in which I was hoping for them to move :)

Ok now to the good stuff - my dream. Ok the dream is not nessacarily that intersting to everyone else - but it is to me. I've finally come to realise that I don't want to really work for anyone else but myself. Yes that's it...that's me dream. Ok there's more... like becoming megga rich and owning a number of properties and of course purchasing my first louise vitton bag (every girl should have one of those in the dreams ;) ) Maybe this one in particular



Now of course, I wont magically become rich. I know I will have to work very hard and I do have a business plan and idea. I believe I'm an entrepreneur at heart. However, a lot of my dream coming to fruition is counting on the fact that I can get extended contract with my current job. I'm scared that this wont happen, because really I was always only on a six months contract with the current company I am working for. They also said when they hired me their was no option to extend - but still unsure if that was a bluff. I'm hoping it is. I really like my job. I mean it's a good steady job and it's really quite a stress free environment, which is what I love. I mean I love stress, but what I mean there's not too much friction between employees ( I hate that). The current enviroment I'm in also gives me the perfect opportunity to persue my own business ventures and will enable to save-up money to invest in my own business.

I'm quite scared my idea of how things will pan out will fall through. Instead I will be out on my bum at the beggining of December. Then all my plans go to disoray and sort of seals my fate in owning my own business... or at least that the forces in the world don't want me to start my own business -yet. However, my gut tell me that this is what I really am meant to do. So I'm scared if the outcome turns out to be the opposite to what I hope.

So I guess I should state what I hope will happen in the next year or two.

1. Get to continue on in my current job
2. Save up enough money to start my own business which could be achieved around March next year.
3. Well that's about it at the moment.

ok that's not true...I'm back!!!

I am currently reading Female Entrepreneurs - Leading Australian Business Women (yes that's right I'm an Aussie girl)

In the next few days I will post some of things I would like to see visually in my dreams :)

Goodnight for now :)