Oh I found my Blog again - yay! So where was I?

I thought I lost this thing. I couldn't remember the address as I had reinstalled Tiger and I had lost all my bookmarks and what not.

So I guess you're wondering what happened with my plans and desires. Okay well maybe you're not, but I'm going to tell you anyway. Well, my wishes didn't come true - boo hoo. I did get to stay on in my job for an extra month, they didn't have the budget to extend my contract any further . So now I'm in the process of looking for new work. Which really translates, I am yet to "really" look for work. I have seen two jobs that I'm really like the look at, but I'm terrible at writing up selection criteras.

Today I also went to the Drs, as my anxiety is just getting a bit too much. I also suspect I have ADD. No I'm not hyper I just lose concentration very, very easily. Like right now, I'm even getting bored of this blog and want to log off. It's quite stressful. When I want to apply for jobs I can't because I don't know how to write and I just wonder off. I really want to hit this thing in the bud before it becomes worse. Anyway, I don't really want to talk about it, because well it's something I really struggle with. I mean who wants to take wacky pills for the rest of their life - not me!

So I'm going to end this post with four things that I would like to achieve this year and I will look forward to looking back on this post and realise I didn't achieve any things that I set out to do. The main thing is, I will have something to look back on. It doesn't matter that I will yet again fail at my disires. "No", this is not important, the main thing is that at least I know I will fail :)

So these are the things I would like to happen (again they wont happen):

1. Get a kick-arse job
2. Become more adventurous
3. Lose weight
4. Have an overseas holiday