You should write in your blog once a day

I read on some other blog that if you're going to be serious about your blog then you should write in it everyday. So I'm going to try, but if you really knew me, you would know that I usually do the opposite to what is suggested. So don't expect a miracle ;)

I was a good girl and I went to the gym for an hour and ten minutes (all cardio).

I'm avoiding a lot of things in my life at the moment. I'm feeling so annoyed with myself, as I have just had no motivation in the last 2 and 1/2 weeks to look for work. What the hell is going on? I'm just procrastinating. Even when I type in a job keyword in "Seek", I close the page after a few seconds. I hope I get my motivation back, I’ve even seen quite a few jobs and I have let them pass. I'm just so confused with my career direction. I'm in design, and well I'm having real doubts about my abilities. I think I'm ok designer, but not great and well I'm just freaking out about it all. In some ways I feel I have chosen the wrong profession and I would of been better off doing psychology or being a youth councillor.

Being a designer really messes with my mind, because you always have this self doubt in your abilities. Also as it is a very visual industry, you always can see designers that are much better than you, just by looking at books, websites, galleries etc.

I don't really want to write anymore tonight, as this subject is all a bit too touchy for me at the moment.

I put a picture up of me in my bio section. That was me when I was a "wee little girl", with my favourite pet ever "Frazzy the cat". I might tell the story one day of how we became to be buddies. It's a really nice story :)