Looking for work, pain in my mouth and other stuff
So I went for a couple of job interviews the other day. I realise I'm actually pathetic at selling my work, even though I know it's good. I hate talking about my work, which unfortunately means I lose out on jobs. At the end of the day, I can't do a 360 a change who I am, but I can try to be more prepared.
I might have a chance with one job, but I'm unsure I even want it. The managing director, just shits me personality wise; cocky, Italian (sorry I know that it might sound racist, but Italians can be cocky), youngish and just expects that everyone will bow down to what he wants. So I know his personality would grate on me. There are good points to the job, the pay is the same as my government job, I was really expecting to find jobs under what I was getting in my previous job, the work seems interesting and his staff members (from the brief encounter I had with them) seemed really nice - my type of people.
So I guess I would take the job, because really how often am I going to see the manager?
I just have this feeling that even if I did get the job, I wouldn't last there very long - gut instinct.
I'm very much into the whole gut instinct of late. You know becoming highly aware of my intuition. I think I'm getting quite good it at actually. I can read people like there's no tomorrow.
Also I've had aches in my mouth ear. I don't think it's a toothache because it's on both sides of my mouth. I went to the Dr about it because it was making me really cranky. She thinks it's to do with my salivary glands and being dehydrated (maybe stones in my glands), or the joints in my jaw a playing up. Anyway, I have to drink heaps of water and gargle with lemon and salt water.
I might have a chance with one job, but I'm unsure I even want it. The managing director, just shits me personality wise; cocky, Italian (sorry I know that it might sound racist, but Italians can be cocky), youngish and just expects that everyone will bow down to what he wants. So I know his personality would grate on me. There are good points to the job, the pay is the same as my government job, I was really expecting to find jobs under what I was getting in my previous job, the work seems interesting and his staff members (from the brief encounter I had with them) seemed really nice - my type of people.
So I guess I would take the job, because really how often am I going to see the manager?
I just have this feeling that even if I did get the job, I wouldn't last there very long - gut instinct.
I'm very much into the whole gut instinct of late. You know becoming highly aware of my intuition. I think I'm getting quite good it at actually. I can read people like there's no tomorrow.
Also I've had aches in my mouth ear. I don't think it's a toothache because it's on both sides of my mouth. I went to the Dr about it because it was making me really cranky. She thinks it's to do with my salivary glands and being dehydrated (maybe stones in my glands), or the joints in my jaw a playing up. Anyway, I have to drink heaps of water and gargle with lemon and salt water.



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