I felt a bit emo today
I felt a bit emo today, without really realising it. I was all in black and had a hoody jumper that could look kind of emo and I also had this bag, that's really cute but probably more for girls in there early 20's. It's black with a pattern repeat of little apples in lots of bright colours. A girl at one of the clothing stores commeted on it and said "I love your bag". I Love it too, although it's kind of youngish. I will be 28 soon.
Anyway, I went to knox and there was heaps of emos there so I fitted in well. God that place is terrible, it's like a dive. Strangly enough I noticed a lot of deaf people there - not sure why?
Anyway, I picked up some Annette Syms cookbooks, which I have been searching high and low for. I'll have to give the receipes a go tomorrow.
I also purchased a few pairs of jeans, because I have managed to loose some weight, without trying. So I've lost about a dress size, which is good. Don't ask me how, all I can put it down to is a tiny bit more exersise, but really hardly anything to call home about. Anyway, hopefully I can keep up the momento, because I feel a lot more attractive in the face and then I think well imagine how much more attractive you would feel if you get down to a size 10-12. I would feel HOT! I kind of forgetten that I can look ok in the face and just accepted that I'll just look yucky, but I think there is some prettyness in me somewhere.
It's funny when I was in the car I was thinking back to when I was younger, much younger, think highschool and I was quite a popular lady with the guys - don't ask me why, I never found myself that attractive. Ok maybe it was because I developed early, but I think there was more to it than that. Guys did really fall for me and to be honest I hated it. I hated the attention and hated the fact guys were smitten over me. I just never liked or accepted the fact that guys fancied me. I think that could have a lot to do with me putting on weight, because I was never comfortable with guys liking me for my looks and hated the attention. Hmm so I don't know really what my point was with this paragraph, but I guess it's something to keep in mind.
I was also thinking about the guys I always attract and I think it's happening again - lol! Skateboarders, do not ask me why? I haven't got a single sports bone in my body, but every guy that has been a good friend or fancied me have been skateboarders. I don't even hang out with skateboarders, but I still attract them. What's up with that? I don't want skateboarders, although lovely...I'm 28 and want someone sensible, not someone that's into exteme sports. Anyway, this is another pointless paragraph.
I also was thinking, whilst shopping that I look like a bit of young bum. No one would guess that I am on a pretty good wage and that I actually have a career. I bet people think I'm still 18 and work at maccas - lol!
I'm going to leave it at that for the moment.
Anyway, I went to knox and there was heaps of emos there so I fitted in well. God that place is terrible, it's like a dive. Strangly enough I noticed a lot of deaf people there - not sure why?
Anyway, I picked up some Annette Syms cookbooks, which I have been searching high and low for. I'll have to give the receipes a go tomorrow.
I also purchased a few pairs of jeans, because I have managed to loose some weight, without trying. So I've lost about a dress size, which is good. Don't ask me how, all I can put it down to is a tiny bit more exersise, but really hardly anything to call home about. Anyway, hopefully I can keep up the momento, because I feel a lot more attractive in the face and then I think well imagine how much more attractive you would feel if you get down to a size 10-12. I would feel HOT! I kind of forgetten that I can look ok in the face and just accepted that I'll just look yucky, but I think there is some prettyness in me somewhere.
It's funny when I was in the car I was thinking back to when I was younger, much younger, think highschool and I was quite a popular lady with the guys - don't ask me why, I never found myself that attractive. Ok maybe it was because I developed early, but I think there was more to it than that. Guys did really fall for me and to be honest I hated it. I hated the attention and hated the fact guys were smitten over me. I just never liked or accepted the fact that guys fancied me. I think that could have a lot to do with me putting on weight, because I was never comfortable with guys liking me for my looks and hated the attention. Hmm so I don't know really what my point was with this paragraph, but I guess it's something to keep in mind.
I was also thinking about the guys I always attract and I think it's happening again - lol! Skateboarders, do not ask me why? I haven't got a single sports bone in my body, but every guy that has been a good friend or fancied me have been skateboarders. I don't even hang out with skateboarders, but I still attract them. What's up with that? I don't want skateboarders, although lovely...I'm 28 and want someone sensible, not someone that's into exteme sports. Anyway, this is another pointless paragraph.
I also was thinking, whilst shopping that I look like a bit of young bum. No one would guess that I am on a pretty good wage and that I actually have a career. I bet people think I'm still 18 and work at maccas - lol!
I'm going to leave it at that for the moment.
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