ok so it has been a while...
Yes I'm sorry for not writing. I've been so busy and also avoiding writing. Why you say? Because it's hard writing about the hard times but I will try to do my best. Actually I probably wont try my best.
So what's been happening with me?
Work has been really stressful, I'm really tossing up if I stay or go. I'm leaning towards leaving. Although I have been making headway with another department, so maybe something will eventuate. It's actuallly more in my area (video editting). So we will see. I actually came to this place, hoping that I could move into this area. I got a nice bottle of champagne for my help within this other department, so that made me feel good.
I kind of want to write about other things that happened within my jobs, but I'm just paranoid someone will come across this blog and put two and two together.
I quit teaching by the way. Thank god. I never have felt so stressed, note to anyone else out there who is contimplating teaching and working full-time -DON'T DO IT!!!!!
I nearly had a breakdown from it all. It's taken me about a month to get better. I had what I assume is panick attack. Everytime I needed to think I would get this strange feeling in the back of my head like a tingly feeling and it would make it very hard me to do anything. I don't know what the hell it was, but at times I was wondering if I had a tumour in my head. I also lost about 5 kg from lack of eating. Since eating I haven't put back the weight on the scale but have on my pants. Actually I think a lot of my weight has to do with allergies to food as I have bloated up like no tomorrow since eating again, and I have all my pains in my stomach back. I'm just full of a lot of gas. When I went off food I felt great as I wasn't bloated and getting cramps in my stomach and I didn't get any headaches.
Anyway, I have had an epithany and I'm thinking of already changing careers to a...wait for it... LIBRARIAN!
Yes that's right. I think I would suit it quite well. Anyway, because I have a degree it would only take 1 year to get a graduate diploma in information management which would mean I could become an actual librarian, not an assistant librarian but a librarian.
I'm just sick of all the overtime hours I do, and short contracts I am on and to be honest I'm just not that creative. Plus I want to work in a job where I am adding value to my community and actually helping people and children. I thought that was going to happen being a teacher, but actually I am so glad I just did a short stint in teaching because I didn't waste $14000 on a teaching qualification.
I think I could use my technical background to help develop database systems within libraries and I just like the fact that I wouldn't have to take my work home with me.
Anyway, I'm sorry I couldn't open up more. Like I could tell you about the bitch fights I have had - mmm that was fun!
Anyway, that's all for now. BORING!!!
So what's been happening with me?
Work has been really stressful, I'm really tossing up if I stay or go. I'm leaning towards leaving. Although I have been making headway with another department, so maybe something will eventuate. It's actuallly more in my area (video editting). So we will see. I actually came to this place, hoping that I could move into this area. I got a nice bottle of champagne for my help within this other department, so that made me feel good.
I kind of want to write about other things that happened within my jobs, but I'm just paranoid someone will come across this blog and put two and two together.
I quit teaching by the way. Thank god. I never have felt so stressed, note to anyone else out there who is contimplating teaching and working full-time -DON'T DO IT!!!!!
I nearly had a breakdown from it all. It's taken me about a month to get better. I had what I assume is panick attack. Everytime I needed to think I would get this strange feeling in the back of my head like a tingly feeling and it would make it very hard me to do anything. I don't know what the hell it was, but at times I was wondering if I had a tumour in my head. I also lost about 5 kg from lack of eating. Since eating I haven't put back the weight on the scale but have on my pants. Actually I think a lot of my weight has to do with allergies to food as I have bloated up like no tomorrow since eating again, and I have all my pains in my stomach back. I'm just full of a lot of gas. When I went off food I felt great as I wasn't bloated and getting cramps in my stomach and I didn't get any headaches.
Anyway, I have had an epithany and I'm thinking of already changing careers to a...wait for it... LIBRARIAN!
Yes that's right. I think I would suit it quite well. Anyway, because I have a degree it would only take 1 year to get a graduate diploma in information management which would mean I could become an actual librarian, not an assistant librarian but a librarian.
I'm just sick of all the overtime hours I do, and short contracts I am on and to be honest I'm just not that creative. Plus I want to work in a job where I am adding value to my community and actually helping people and children. I thought that was going to happen being a teacher, but actually I am so glad I just did a short stint in teaching because I didn't waste $14000 on a teaching qualification.
I think I could use my technical background to help develop database systems within libraries and I just like the fact that I wouldn't have to take my work home with me.
Anyway, I'm sorry I couldn't open up more. Like I could tell you about the bitch fights I have had - mmm that was fun!
Anyway, that's all for now. BORING!!!
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